Dear God,
I believe, I swear I believe.
But I am so scared and so alone, I feel it in my bones. I feel like I have no purpose other than giving my mother my degree, I feel like I wont ever be happy or feel laughter in my heart. I feel like I have been fighting and losing for so long and its hard. I am hurt and tired and scared.
Please make it better, please wash the pain in my heart, please grant me health and success. Dear God, shower me with peace and contentment and gift me with bliss and companionship. Or please make my end close and take me to you.